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| 12.02.06 (1:04 pm) [edit] |
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the photograph i locked away in that beat up card board box came out last night
I held it in my palms wishing it would come to life as you drove away after almost a year of not seeing you
Clinging onto your skin I thought I could keep you, crying salty tears onto the vintage coat I bought in the canyon earlier to distract myself from the reality of seeing your face once more... something I thought would never be, atleast not in this lifetime
And clinging onto your skin I thought I could keep you
locked away in a photograph I held in my palms wishing it would come to life as you drove away...
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| Bigot Bloggers, Hitler, and Violence continued.... |
| 11.29.06 (1:29 am) [edit] |
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This was written by one of our very own tbloggers and I think I am the only one that finds it deeply troubling. It's sad how full of hate the world is, and though I know not much can be done to change it, it is still unnerving to know that people like this exist. here is what user "whtwlf" http://whtwlf.tblog.com/" title="http://whtwlf.tblog.com/" target="_blank"http://whtwlf.tblog.com/ wrote: "I'm so sick of eveyone feeling sorry for muslim's, everytime Israel or the United States kill's any of them the world protests, but when they kill innocent people no one say's a thing. Their out murdering and raping babies but everyone fell's sorry for them. It's time to take a stand, and wipe them off the face of earth, and bring peace back, i agree with what the pope said they force their religion on people at the end of a sword, if you don't believe what they believe then your an infidel and deserve death, there will never be any peace on this earth until they're gone, they don't even care about they're own people, they just kill to kill, they have a warped sense of reallity, hezbollah believed they won but the truth is the only reason Israel quit bombing them was because they used the innocent people of Lebanon as a shield, and the world community stepped in. How many innocent people died because of them yet muslim's praise them (go figure ). Until nuclear warheads are used this is going to go on forever. As far as Iraq is concerned we need to quit playing games and bomb the sh*t out of them, and get rid of the government that's in charge but not doing anything, who's in charge us or them, if it's them then we need to leave and let them kill each other ( less for us to do ), but if we want to stop the insurgency and stop the violence then we need to take charge. I think if we started bombing them again thing's would stop, but we're to worried about public opinion to do what need's to be done, we can win if we have the balls to do it, and we need to quit charging our soldiers for killing the enemy.Syria, Iran and Pakistan need to know they're next. Why are we sitting around and not doing what needs to be done, it's not that difficult." Wow. Frightening. Then they called me a muslim and told me to go rape babies. It was odd...
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| Gonzo Tattoo |
| 11.29.06 (12:32 am) [edit] |
I've been meaning to get this done for a while, so here it is, my homage to the most amazing man to ever walk this earth, Doctor Hunter S. Thompson:
I like it.
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| Strange Happenings on this emotional day.... |
| 11.26.06 (5:43 pm) [edit] |
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I am alone now. None of this dating, I didn't want it in the first place.
I am single. I know what it is that I want, and whether or not my wishes are granted, I know that I will no longer lie to myself.
I do not know what comes next, but it can only be better than what the past few months have bestowed upon me.
I will not get my hopes up though. There is no room for false hope in this one, not anymore. But there is a little bit of hope, and it is not false at all. That is why I have held on for so long. Lets see if this tradgedy maintains it's title.
I want clam cowder.
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| What is with this thing called |
| 11.26.06 (1:21 pm) [edit] |
SO deep down inside, no matter how heartless and depraved we may be, we all want some sort of love and affection unless you are incapable of course e.g you are a sociopath or have some other condition which would rule this statement out.
When do you know when you are settling? When do you know whether to let go????
See, I have been banished. Yes, banished from a love. Because I am insane and too free spirited and not to be trusted by ANYONE.
There is someone who loves me very much and would do anything for me. It is good. It is nice... it is easy, and it feels wrong because all I can think of is the one I have been banished by.
It has been a year, and still manages to pull at my very core to the point where I can't be in my relationships because I feel as though I am cheating the other person in this case, the perfect partner. But that love isn't there, not like the one I had atleast. You shouldn't loathe seeing a person, right? Loathe is a pretty harsh word...lets say, not really care...yes, I don't care for it too much.
But I can't get to the one I want.
I dreamt of him last night. It was perfect and wonderful beyond all comprehension and I was at peace.
And then I woke up and BANG!
Shot down again by reality. The bed was cold and though she was next to me, it was emptier than if it had had no one in it.
This shit is getting tedious though. You can't escape your memories, your mind... these intrusive thoughts that plague me daily, even though it may just be seconds.
I need to learn how to live like the blind ones do....just put up my walls like he did, force my self to not care though it will clearly be a facade. Be the hard cold bitch that I can be and act as though bullets could ricochet off my chest without inflicting a single wound onto my tough leather skin... take up smoking and immerse myself in photography and work, and invest in a tank to plunder around in. Yes, this is the key.
Fucking balls. I'm a goner,eh????
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| I'm Back |
| 11.26.06 (12:42 pm) [edit] |
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I ran away from this site for a little while for my own reasons, but now I have returned. I need a place to throw my bull shit, and this seems like just the right place.
So, here I am, welcome me with open arms cause here I come....
~Thunderthighs
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Don't switch the blade on the guy in the shades oh no.
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